Hard Things

Jan. 28th, 2026 12:02 am
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Life is full of things which are hard or tedious or otherwise unpleasant that need doing anyhow. They help make the world go 'round, they improve skills, and they boost your sense of self-respect. But doing them still kinda sucks. It's all the more difficult to do those things when nobody appreciates it. Happily, blogging allows us to share our accomplishments and pat each other on the back.

What are some of the hard things you've done recently? What are some hard things you haven't gotten to yet, but need to do? Is there anything your online friends could do to make your hard things a little easier?
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And there is about 6 inches of snow which is relatively less than we were expecting right? But there is a thick layer of sleet ice between the snow. Someone plowed the drive some but obviously not near the cars. It's a thick snowbank there and ontop my car is several inches inside an ice shell that I have to get off because if I don't and it blows off it will shatter a windshield of anyone behind me. It's dangerous.

The ice is holding me up as I jackhammer this stuff off the roof of my CR-V...until it didn't. Naturally it gives out on my bad leg side so down I go onto my bad knee and shoulder. My head hits and my hat takes off. It takes a second to realize that was a cushioned fall and I'm fine. My knee bent the natural way so I didn't hurt it (and at this point I can't damage the cartilage more. It's gone) My next thought is, well glad no one saw that. I crawl to my back car door because I will need a handhold to get that bad leg under me on the ice. Had to look like a walrus trying to get up on the rocks to wave to the crowd.

My pants are covered with ice. Ditto my wool pea coat. I get my hat and at least my glasses didn't break. I finish cleaning the car. The ice breaks again but under my left leg so I could catch myself. It takes an hour to do this. Roscoe the three legged mini chichuahua races out to yap at me. I talk to his mom who is furious that the cleaner only cleaned in front of HER apartment and not the other three buildings. She gives me the rest of the salt so I deal with that

My knee is sore. My shin has a goose egg because the blood thinners made a big-ass hematoma but otherwise, I have bruises on my ribs/arm/shoulder but nothing bad. BUT my county and the county the school is in are both still at level 2 snow emergency so no school tomorrow either. I.e. we ran out of salt to fix the roads so we're fucked.




That's the ice sandwich I was walking on and knocking off my car. I otherwise did nothing else I said I was doing today but did get distracted by [profile] 3sentenceficathon somebody come slap me.

For Fannish 50 I had a few things I wanted to talk about but now I'm forced to deal with fans needing a good grip on reality. Between Hazbin Hotel, Helluva Boss, the Mighty Nein and the Amazing Digital Circus, it has to be said, YOUR head canon is just that. Yours. You don't get to threaten the creators when actual canon doesn't match it. You can disappointed sure. You can even quit the fandom. But nothing gives you the right to threaten the creators, the voice actors and other fans. I keep having to write this same blog post time and again (not that the ill behaved members are going to see it).


One of the big name Huskerdust fans quit in a huff (no threats, just they're done). I was wondering who'd be the next BNF (not me, my stories don't seem to hit well in this fandom for the most part but I have a small loyal following that I appreciate) but they're basically 'if you're following me for the fandom might as well unfriend me now. I refuse to have anything to do with this because...basically it didn't match their head canon and they'll be deleting stuff.

Have you ever done this? I mean I'm sure we've all quit a fandom for various reasons. I hated what Marti Noxon did to Buffy the Vampire Slayer and I didn't see half of S6 of Buffy and most of S7 (I only watched a tiny part of it knowing it was the end and I hated what I saw) Ditto the last season of Angel and part of S3 of Angel. I've faded away in other fandoms. What I haven't done is get so mad that fandom didn't match my head canon that I deleted my profiles, erased my stories etc.

I'm not saying that it's wrong. That's something personal to you (not like the death threats and other threats of violence I'm seeing) But I'm curious if you have gotten that mad, why did you feel compelled to delete it all? (Then again I've known some people who have deleted everything just because).

Climate Change

Jan. 27th, 2026 05:27 pm
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What happens to forests when the planet warms up too fast

New sediment records from the Norwegian Sea offer a rare, close-up look at how quickly nature can unravel when the planet warms. During a past episode of extreme global warming, coastal forests along the Arctic margin collapsed within just a few centuries.

What followed was a cascade of change – widespread wildfires, heavy soil erosion, and a rush of carbon back into the atmosphere. The study shows how land ecosystems can rapidly flip from storing carbon to releasing it, amplifying warming long after the initial trigger.


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Birdfeeding

Jan. 27th, 2026 02:21 pm
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Today is sunny and quite cold.

I fed the birds.  I've seen a large flock of sparrows, a pair of cardinals, two starlings, and a mourning dove.

I put out water for the birds.

EDIT 1/27/26 --  I did a bit of work around the patio.

I put out more birdseed.  I've seen a male and a female cardinal pulling kernels off the corncob.

EDIT 1/27/26 --  I did more work around the patio.

I refilled the hopper feeder again.  I've seen a flock of mourning doves and two male cardinals.

EDIT 1/27/26 --  I did more work around the patio.

I am done for the night.

Snowflake Challenge 14: Meta

Jan. 27th, 2026 12:26 pm
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Snowflake Challenge 14: Meta

In your own space, create a promo and/or rec list for someone new to a fandom. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it and include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.

Trying to convince our friends and loved ones to join our fandom is a frequent activity for many of us. It's great to have someone to talk to and obsess with! This is your chance to try to entice people into your fandom or to gently introduce new fans to your favorite parts of it.

Maybe you'd like to write a manifesto on your favorite ship. Maybe you'd like to write a breakdown of the many characters that appear in a long running franchise. Maybe you'd like to rec the fics you think everyone in your fandom should read. The possibilities are endless!

If you need inspiration (or are confused about terms), check out the Fanlore pages (with definitions, examples, and links!) for Ship Manifesto, Primer, PowerPoint, Rec, Newbieguide , and Crack Van. There are also DW communities like
[community profile] shipmanifestos, [community profile] recs, [community profile] recthething, and more.

See also my extensive Meta: "Why We Need Fanifestos." Part 6 covers "How to Write a Fanifesto."


A gold snowflake ornament is nestled amidst pine boughs

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Ballet!

Jan. 27th, 2026 02:23 pm
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Ballet! 

I'm so hexcited for Spring Show this semester.

Finally, I will be Lucy Westenra, which as we all know I've been completely insane about for several months to a year. Right now I'm listening to the Masquerade Waltz by Khachaturian on loop, which is the song to the first scene where all the townspeople are waltzing and stuff. There's a little interlude where Mina and Lucy greet each other and Lucy's like, "I have big news! I'm getting married!" and then they dance and jump in celebration. This was what we did last Friday, and honestly I think it's super fucking good! It doesn't look like we just choreographed it in 20 minutes, it really looks like we rehearsed it for 2-3 weeks. My choreographer/dance partner/Dracula said so. The "celebration" part is very "peasants in Giselle", I think it looks really classical. 

I will also be taking cues from Giselle when I get turned into a vampire! Lucy is going to take down her hair and get really like messy and distraught. It also coincides with her transforming to being a classical ballet dancer to having less conventional dancing. My choreographer/dance partner/Dracula calls the arms he gave me the "throwing up arms", lol. The vampires aren't sexy and beautiful and sparkly, they're always hungry and animalistic and fucking gross. Which is sexy in its own way. 

My nerd ass will also be choreographing a piece to My Castle Town by Toby Fox from Deltarune. I purposely wanted to choreograph something special for the beginner/intermediate dancers who have serious potential. Something special that they'll feel good doing. I've simplified the choreography a bunch, I hope they'll be able to keep up with it though. As long as they can do balancés, waltz turns, and piques they'll probably be fine. I hope. If anything, the turns can be turned into balances. I choreographed it with lots of breaks and discrete sections so they'll basically be like across the floor steps. 

I was lowkey fighting with another choreographer over one dancer who would've been literally perfect for what I was trying to do with the level, but she was one of 7 people available for the other choreographer's time slot. And the dance just had to have 7 people. In the end, I ended up scoring that dancer, on the condition that also dance in that dance. It's contemporary, to a pop (?) or lyrical type song. I actually haven't listened to this song yet, I hope it's not horrible. I have beef with "lyrical" dance for not being a real dance style. It's just dance competition (eugh) bait contemporary dance set to music with lyrics in it. 

So when I was asked if I'd like to be in the dance, I said, "Is it... contemporary?" with apprehensive derision in my voice. 

The choreographer said, "No don't worry it'll be really ballet-based, so no flopping around on the floor, and it'll be dark and spooky and there'll be partnering." 

"Partnering???" I was sold. Hopefully that dance turns out fun. 

UPDATE: IS THE SONG WHAT THE WATER GAVE ME BY BIRDEATSBABY? BECAUSE I GENUINELY FUCKING LOVE THIS SONG OMFG????? OMG?????? WAIT THIS IS GONNA BE SO FUCKING GOOD OMFJGJDSKGHJDSKLMNV I didn't see the artist on the castlist or anything, but when I looked up "What the Water Gave Me" this song came up. 

Wait I think that just came up because of my spotify algorithm: the song is more likely to be the Florence + The Machine song. You know what, I'll take it. I don't absolutely despise f+tm and Ethel Cain likes them so. Surely it'll be okay. It's still kind of that lyrical competition bait feel that scares me a bit, but the choreographer invited us to a WhatsApp group to poll us on what steps we'd like to do, and to put a thumbs down on something we'd absolutely NOT want to do. So I reacted a thumbs down to "contemporary: contractions, modern/abstract movement" lol. 

Only classical ballet comes naturally to me. I can't choreograph anything else, and visions of variations come effortlessly to my mind when I listen to music. I like this about myself. I've been so immersed in ballet since I was a child. I am good at it now, I think. I hope. 

I like that my lovers find it attractive, too, that's a nice bonus, lol. I'm obviously still focused on the artistic element of it and of how it makes me feel to be in class or on stage, but. People do think it's impressive. My childhood best friend was telling me about how she took a ballet class and she has so much more respect for me now because it was genuinely so fucking hexausting even when she was doing the basic steps. And like. Yeah. But I've been doing this shit for so long that it's second nature to me. 

I think I do like this song. I hope this dance is good.... seems like the dancers will have some input on the choreography too, so I won't get stuck doing something I hate. Cool! 

Social contagion

Jan. 27th, 2026 02:08 pm
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Remember a long time ago I posted about how the gay leftist liberal agenda etc affected me?

I saw a post on tumblr about it, and honestly this summarizes it very succinctly:

“oh you wouldn’t identify as transgender if you hadn’t been exposed to other trans people and learned what being transgender was” you’re right! i’d identify as suicidal

Here's the article that was linked in the post. Admittedly, I've only skimmed it, although I do already have thoughts about it.

"If the social reality being created maintains the existing hierarchies it's healthy, but if it threatens them it's pathological."

I also think of antipsych here. Deviating from what's currently in power has always been pathologized as a cudgel against marginalized people. So why should modern psychiatry be any different than calling being gay a mental illness or suppressing feminists by calling them hysteric, which we all acknowledge to be a total sham? "Oh yeah, that was all false. So silly, not like modern psychiatry that's all totally true we promise." 

We must continue to criticize psychiatry with an understanding of societal context. Not every "mental illness" is all in your head. By encouraging hyper-individualism, the psychiatric system grooms sufferers into believing that they need to isolate, recede into a cocoon of "healing" and emerge born anew, able to navigate human interaction with ease, the way society deems acceptable. 

I am not sure if I've posted Less Tiktok, More Screaming on this journal yet. I read this article years ago--before I was properly antipsych, before The Incident--and it's stuck in my head ever since. 

A select passage: "Even without this social signaling, the lessons we learn inside of therapy favor a sort of hyperindividualistic self-sufficiency that encourages clients to prioritize personal growth over communal welfare or institutional change. When you imagine yourself to exist separate from the world around you, and therefore seek to change yourself independent of it, the project of self-improvement becomes about adapting to oppression, rather than working toward a less maddening world. Therapy that prioritizes individual self-improvement with little other context functions to create hypernormal, docile subjects that live in service to power. We become our best selves, not in ways that allow us to find personal peace and better serve the world around us, but in ways that make us better workers and citizens. Even if the system is contributing to our pain, we are actively encouraged to find ways we can fit better into that system. The subtext is always that we have no other option." 

Antipsychiatry is synonymous with opening your eyes to the ill state of wider society, and how you can't therapize a bad situation away. 

Flareup update

Jan. 26th, 2026 11:21 pm
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The FOP "fun" continues... the prednisone helped a little but there's still lump and swelling and I can still only open my mouth so far.

Meet with a FOP specialist today via telemedicine (yay) and he suggested a second, longer course (though much of the "longer" is taper) because submandibular flares can be stubborn (and risky given the potential to affect breathing and swallowing). So ... more prednisone it is, sigh.
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This is an advance announcement for the Tuesday, February 3, 2026 Poetry Fishbowl. This time the theme will be "Books and Literacy." I'll be soliciting ideas for readers, writers, storytellers, scribes, editors, publishers, students, teachers, caregivers, children, parents, bookworms, nerds, bookstore owners, librarians, an anonymous benefactor, activists, volunteers, superheroes, supervillains, other bookish people, reading, writing, delighting the reader, editing, publishing, bookbinding, shopping for books, telling stories, teaching, inviting students to a lesson, demonstrating tools, educating the whole child, learning, studying, parenting, lending a hand, cooperating, concentrating on a current task, volunteering, supporting people in hard times, respecting people, modeling manners and skills, learning to trust others, observing the environment, engaging all the senses, cultivating a full life, creating intimacy, making friends, getting to know each other, cooking together, choosing your own goals, discovering things, improvising, adapting, cooperating, bartering, sharing, making mistakes, fixing what's broke, changing the world, accomplishing the impossible, other educational activities, books, scrolls, magical tomes, printing presses, pens and pencils, bookstores, libraries, Little Free Libraries, book nooks, windowseats, Montessori schools, other alternative schools, preschools or daycares, Montessori homeschool, prepared environment, colleges and universities, beautiful places, craft centers, community centers, coffeehouses, outdoor classrooms, parks, nature centers, other spaces designed for learning, Triton Teen Centers, mentor circles, intentional communities, clubs, quiet rooms, inclusive workplaces, Thalassia, the Maldives, the Lacuna, the Aqademy of the Qrossroads, Waldorf toys, Montessori materials, intrinsic motivation, child independence, respect for the child, freedom to choose, freedom of time and uninterrupted work periods, absorbent mind, post-traumatic growth, individualized education, three-part cards, language lessons, mathematics, diverse ages and abilities, self-correcting toys and lessons, natural consequences, freedom of movement, intentional neighboring, diversity, inclusivity, emotional closeness, nonsexual intimacies, first contact, rescue, interspecies relationships, trial and error, trust issues, teamwork, found family, complementary strengths and weaknesses, personal growth, and poetic forms in particular.


Among my more relevant series for the main theme:

An Army of One involves education and reading in the Lacuna.

Arts and Crafts America focuses on fine arts and practical crafts, sometimes education. Bookbinding would be a logical craft.

The Bear Tunnels has future books in a past culture.

Daughters of the Apocalypse have to rediscover many historic skills for survival, including earlier methods of sharing knowledge.

Frankenstein's Family has two scientists teaching villagers to be thoughtful instead of stupid, and after a few years, several more people keenly interested in books and education.

Not Quite Kansas started with mishandling a book of spells, and involves trying to learn about a whole new world.

Path of the Paladins includes the Canticle of Thorns and other books.

Peculiar Obligations has Quakers in organized crime. The Religious Society of Friends has been greatly involved in education, including abolitionist and natural science publications.

Polychrome Heroics is largely about people learning things. Threads particularly focused on this include Antimatter and Stalwart Stan, Aquariana, the Big One, Danso and Family, Dr. Infanta, Iron Horses, Officer Pink, Rutledge, and Trichromatic Attachments.

Quixotic Ideas is set in a world with plenty of magic and a positive tone, where people often help each other and solve challenges peacefully. It includes a healthy magical school.

Schrodinger's Heroes save the world from alternate dimensions, and they learn a lot along the way.

Or you can ask for something new.

Linkbacks reveal a verse of any open linkback poem.

If you're interested, mark the date on your calendar, and please hold actual prompts until the "Poetry Fishbowl Open" post next week. (If you're not available that day, or you live in a time zone that makes it hard to reach me, you can leave advance prompts. I am now.) Meanwhile, if you want to help with promotion, please feel free to link back here or repost this on your blog.

New to the fishbowl? Read all about it! )

The worst has passed

Jan. 26th, 2026 11:14 pm
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And I feel safe in saying I got off light in comparison. I mean an inch of ice in Texas? That is about twice as heavy as power lines are rated at. TN is an ice over nightmare. MA is still getting snow, NY too. I kept my power and for me that's all that mattered. I have off today AND tomorrow.

Mom's long distance driving me nuts 'well you can clean now, should be spotless.' I try to explain that's not how it works. I mostly still did grading and getting another chapter ready for the nursing AP. This takes time. Tomorrow I think I should be able to clean.

Okay my reading buddies, help me out. I was going to read Check, Please Sticks and Scones for the Popsugar challenge prompt of favorite winter olympic event. Yeah I honestly have none and now the library can no longer get that one. Ugh. So rec your favorite winter sport LGBT book. Doesn't have to be hockey. Figure skating is fine, hell if you have a biatholon fave hit me with it. got a snowboarder couple? Cross country skier who meet bigfoot?

You know that flipping fish? So I'm in the kitchen cooking dinner and I hear it flopping. Rocket is playing with it. I am happy. He sees me watching him and no lie throws that fish away from him like it was fire and stalks off embarrassed to get caught. frakking cats

it's music monday 30 weeks of music. This week's prompt is #11 a song with a long title. Share your faves too.

here are a few )





here's the whole prompt list

it's under here )

Poem: "Shopping for College"

Jan. 26th, 2026 06:12 pm
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This poem is spillover from the September 5, 2024 Poetry Fishbowl. It was inspired by a prompt from [personal profile] fuzzyred. It also fills the "Family Support Makes a Difference" square in my 9-1-24 card for the People with Disabilities Drabble Fest. This poem has been sponsored by a pool with [personal profile] fuzzyred. It belongs to the College Arc in the Shiv thread of the Polychrome Heroics series.

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Worldbuilding

Jan. 26th, 2026 03:18 pm
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Why Fantasy NEEDS More Fantasy Jobs on YouTube

Fantasy worlds are filled with magic, monsters, ancient ruins, cursed artifacts, and god-level threats but when you look closely, the same few roles always seem to keep everything running. Warriors, mages, priests, nobles, and merchants handle almost everything… somehow.

That's because many people prefer stories with big, flashy plots. However, some other people like smaller, everyday stories -- the whole "cozy" angle is all about that, not about blowing shit up. Now I love a good explosion as much as the next guy, but that's not all I enjoy. Variety is good.

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Science

Jan. 26th, 2026 03:16 pm
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The magnetic secret inside steel finally explained

For years, scientists noticed that magnetic fields could improve steel, but no one knew exactly why. New simulations reveal that magnetism changes how iron atoms behave, making it harder for carbon atoms to slip through the metal. This slows diffusion at the atomic level and alters steel’s internal structure. The insight could lead to more efficient, lower-energy ways to make stronger steel.


And there's a hint about one way that secret but mundane smithcraft, as well as magical or superpowered manipulation of materials and forces, can create objects that work better.

Animal Intelligence

Jan. 26th, 2026 02:02 pm
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This video shows a cow performing versatile tool use to scratch herself with a broom.  Note that cows are already enthusiastic tool users of equipment provided by humans, such as pressure-activated brushes and voluntary milking systems.

An interesting point that nobody has mentioned: cows have prehensile tongues. A prehensile appendage is any body part flexible and strong enough to grab or manipulate objects. Watch Veronica pick up the broom. She doesn't use her teeth or even her lips. She uses her tongue. Prehensility is actually a strong indicator of intelligence, because it allows a creature to lift, move, or use things much more effectively. Any time you see that feature, you should check for intelligence, because it is probably higher than average.

Want to play at home? If you have a cow, or know someone who does, then get a small broom like the one in the video. Use it a few times to groom the cow so she learns how useful it is. Then place it within her reach to see if she tries using it to scratch herself. This is probably more effective with just one or two cows, rather than a herd where they tend to groom each other's hard-to-reach spots. You can also watch cows that you see in other places.

Birdfeeding

Jan. 26th, 2026 01:36 pm
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Today is sunny and frigid.  Everything is still covered in snow.

I fed the birds.  I've seen a flock of sparrows.

I put out water for the birds.

EDIT 1/26/26 -- I did a bit of work around the patio.

I've seen at least one female and four male cardinals.

EDIT 1/26/26 -- I did more work around the patio.

I've seen a pair of cardinals, a starling, and a mourning dove.

EDIT 1/26/26 -- I did more work around the patio.

I am done for the night.


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